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Published: 2012/10/31
by Tony Beers

The Keystone (or Hitchhiking To Garcia)

After hitchhiking from Washington, D.C. to Bakersfield, California in only two and a half days, I was feeling pretty proud of myself. Trying to get a ride from there north toward Berkeley was another story. The exit ramp was not a particularly difficult place for cars to stop; it afforded distance for cars both on the ramp and the highway lanes to see us before stopping to safely pick us up. As the cool fog lifted in the brightness of the morning and the slow stream of the highway became a river in its rush hour, I remarked to Raymond that this was one of the best spots we’d been in since leaving the God-awful Aspen, Colorado city limits. We couldn’t get a ride from those people for nearly six hours until the local cops gave us a lift to Highway 70 outside of town, making us agree to never come back to their resort village full of privileged spring skiers working hard to keep their Colorado bronze skin and the $300 sunglasses that matched. Raymond said he was on a personal journey to see the world beyond Hawarden, Iowa, population 2332, where he had lived his entire 19 years in farm-boy heaven. His father couldn’t understand, beyond a two-year degree in agriculture and a taste of city girls at the community college in Des Moines, why a young man, given the opportunity of his father’s 2000-acre farm business, would want the wanderlust of fools.

Finally, after a long silence and another string of whooshing cars passed, I said, “I can’t understand these people, you know what I’m sayin’ Raymond? The Greyhound is callin’ my name every time one goes by.” I was so naïve, I had thought that once we entered the Golden State we’d have to fight off the rides from “the nicest people in the world.” The stark reality of exhaust fumes in my face and the cold unrecognizable stares at 80 miles an hour left me more than disillusioned. Discontented, looking down at the discharged oil on the ground, unable to escape the thick putrid air, I felt like I was that famous lone Indian from the 1970’s with his single tear silently protesting pollution. My sadness loomed over the valley behind me. The sun was a very nice friend though – so warm, it was a welcoming I clung to as the day wore on and the bloom of my unrealistic California dream with its love and peaceful togetherness came slowly off the bud.

“A Greyhound bus? That’s what I said two hours ago,” Raymond said, annoyed. Then, after some time, squatting on his haunches and staring into the gravel on the side of the road and letting his voice fall almost below the noise of the traffic, he continued:

“Oh, maybe you weren’t paying attention — too busy asking that pretty clerk at the convenience store where you could buy a big bag of California oranges — the ones that you said were the best in the world? Before you tell me again that I should eat some of these oranges, that they’ll keep me alive and cure me of all diseases — before you even mention another goddamn orange, I’d like you to know that growing up on a farm, I know food; and not only are the oranges in Florida superior, my family’s been growing our own fruit straight out of the good Iowa earth for as long as I can remember. I don’t want an orange now or even later on when you forget that I’ve told you this. I know you explained to me in detail that drugs were mind-expanding and would — how did you say it? ‘illuminate the darkness and mediocrity of my pedestrian life’ — but I gotta say, in the most country bumpkin I can muster, don’t you think you should consider laying off the LSD for at least a day or two? I mean, I’m not a doctor or anything, but you seem to be forgetting what you’ve said ten minutes ago, and yesterday you didn’t know what state we were in! All I want is to get to my uncle’s house in San Francisco where I can eat some real food.”
We decided to walk the three miles or so into beautiful downtown Bakersfield, consisting of a sea of warehouses, cheap motels, and greasy spoons. Amidst the smell of diesel that bounced off the 95 degree cement like a mirage, zombie-like fast food workers, and dirty palm trees there was a landmark full of interesting and dangerous characters: the Greyhound bus station. Now, after a few days on the road, no sleep and drugs (I don’t think farmer boy fully appreciated the psychotropic gifts I had talked him into taking) that were rapidly wearing off, we fit right in and secured two tickets to Berkeley.

Settling down on the bus station’s hard wooden benches with the high backs, Raymond pulled me away from a senseless discussion with a fellow traveler whose opinion was that the government was controlling our thoughts. He thought I should be wearing a homemade foil cap like his in order to keep my conductors clear of the microwave messages sent out from the FBI. I happily agreed to listen, while I pestered “foil-head” to accept one of my miracle-cure oranges. “Dude, maybe you should lay off the Reynolds Wrap for a minute and try some of these oranges. They’ll soak up some of those waves, man, I’m sure of it!” Raymond, who thought that I was just trying to be nice to the guy had kept silent at first, but soon had had enough. He simply and firmly stated a loud “NO” to the both of us, like we were a couple of bus terminal junkies, stray dogs snuck in from the alley mooching for food. “You guys are both crazy!”

Arriving in the Berkeley station was literally a breath of fresh air. The breeze coming off the San Francisco Bay was definitely what I had expected and it held some semblance of hope against the reality check that the last 24 hours had bestowed upon me. Raymond and I had decided to part ways, but I hung around the station long enough to see that he found the right bus to San Francisco.

I left the station and walking up the sidewalk, I was in heaven. The same gleam of adventure in my eye that I had left the East Coast with returned and I was glad to have my spirit free and be on my own again. Beautiful palms divided by a huge median full of plants with big shiny green and red and yellow leaves lined the street. Surrounding them everywhere were California poppies and other wildflowers of every variety and color imaginable. The beginning of my experience here may have given me pause, but now my eyes, in an unending kaleidoscope of color, again saw only the Garden of Eden I had described to my friends back home. Seemingly very happy people were going about their daily business. Everywhere I looked, there were hip people doing hip things even if they were just strolling into the community bank, or out of the Laundromat – and so many young girls, just walking around without a care in the world or a prejudice to me looking at them. California Girls. They just looked me straight in the eye and smiled right back.

I walked across the street to a coffee house for a rare treat: good coffee — that is, you didn’t need three packets of Cremora and four sugars to make it taste right. Back East, coffee was usually brown water – thin, tasteless, and scalding hot. In 1981, Peet’s Coffee had made its appearance in Berkeley and Mill Valley, California, but its corporate morphing child, Starbuck’s Roasting Co., was some years from reaching the rest of the country.

I strolled further up the sidewalk, with my coffee, toward the top of the hill where all roads ended at the University of California Berkeley campus. I approached a small gathering outside a storefront that seemed to be a bar or small club, with posters taped in the window of various bands performing in the coming weeks. After deciding which pretty hippie-chick I was going to approach to ask what band was playing, how far was the campus from here, or where was the closest grocery store — anything that would start a conversation — suddenly I had the inclination to look up at the small marquee above the entrance of the bar.


I must admit that my first reasoning for coming 3000 miles to “Berserkley,” as the hipsters of the late ‘60’s affectionately dubbed it, was to see and hear a group of musicians who completely changed the way I looked at life and significantly influenced my struggle — the ball of frustration and rebelliousness within me — that blinding cacophony of youth that plagued me at 21 years old and long after those early spring days in 1981.

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There are 12 comments associated with this post

Sean November 2, 2012, 03:31:26


tony November 2, 2012, 05:23:40

Thanks Sean. And big thanks to the editors for publishing my story.

halleyscomment November 5, 2012, 15:26:47

This was a fantastic read. I have never had a night quite like this, but this definitely brought back some memories.

MikeFromKindredSpirit November 6, 2012, 15:00:12

Wow, I could really relate to so many things about this story— about my first trip to California being both horrible and wondrous, and about those psychedelic feelings at that age (of immaturity) and how you are struggling with your ego, etc. – on my first trip to CA from the East Coast (1974), I picked up a hitcher who robbed me and another guy and then we were in the trunk of our car for a 4 hour drive on the Pacific Coast Hwy- we were lucky to get out alive but emerged after facing Mr Death in the face… then went to Winterland for a great show 2 nights later and re-connected with the Flow and was never the same… have you written more? I loved this.

tony beers November 20, 2012, 06:18:36

Thx Sean, Halley and Mike for your reading of my stuff! Very kind, thx, t

Stella Blue November 27, 2012, 23:08:17

Dude—this is an amazing tale and so well-written!! Wanna read more of your stories! Have you written a book yet?? Boy, does this bring back memories of my own. “Once in awhile you get shown the Light, in the strangest of places if you look at it right” grins—NFA

tony beers January 23, 2013, 13:50:39

Mike, Stella— First, Mike, ty for sharing that small bit of your strange scary and exciting experience! You and Stella are very kind. It is esp heartwarming because I suspect you both are perhaps a tad older than I and the half generation or so before me I have always looked up to with interested and respectful eyes to say the least. Stella, please broadcast your thoughts on a book! Ty for your kind supportive comments. If you, as a woman of the world, would be so kind as to steer my humble story in front of anyone closer to the publishing world than I, I would be in your debt!! Anyone out there got the ear of someone that has the ear of anyone closer to Dead band members or other authors that have published Dead related books etc it would be a wonderful thing just to know what they might think, even better suggest. Thanks again, Tony Beers

Mike June 12, 2013, 03:09:44

Great writing. Enjoyed the article very much. I wrote a memoir, but looking to take it to the next level. I would be very interested in your help or guidance.

Mike June 12, 2013, 03:09:44

Great writing. Enjoyed the article very much. I wrote a memoir, but looking to take it to the next level. I would be very interested in your help or guidance.

Tony November 21, 2014, 00:17:28

Mike, Haley’s, Sean, Stella and Mike from Kindred Spirit,
Yo, I am starting a blog and writing a book (working on it). I would love all of you if you could support and share it spread the word.
I f any of you have experience on blogs and getting the word out etc please let me know.
And thanks again for all of your comments as I just now looked at this again. Peace tony

Tony February 28, 2015, 04:17:11

Mike, if you’re still interested—I just realized what you said—I am available anytime, thx 2024395418

John February 28, 2015, 13:22:10

A great story, well written. I have some similar stories, hitch hiking across the country, seeing the Jerry Garcia Band at the Berkeley & Palo Alto Keystone and other small venues in the area. One night, after a show at the Marin Vets Auditorium 2-18-78 and a trip very much like yours, me and a friend asked Jerry for a ride home, so the part about you bumping into Jerry seemed intensely relate-able. I am going to have to take the time to put it into written words. thanks man, thank you thank you.

Tony Beers August 29, 2015, 15:11:07

LINK BEGINS STORY ON PAGE #2 have to scroll to bottom to click on 1st page, thx

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