"Help
me to arrest the flight
Of my soul which left last night
Upon a breeze that drifted by
The moment that I closed my eyes"
--"Flight"
Tom Marshall is an interesting mixture of wise old man and dreamy
kid. As the lyricist for jam-champions Phish, he has given the scene
its fundamental psychic attitude and a vocabulary that is now pervasive
throughout Gobi-Land. Penning ideas that range from the deepest
ironies to the sweetest whimsies, Marshall has mapped out a distinctive
between-place amid which his mind frolics with guarded abandon,
avoiding extremes. The images in his songs are just oblique enough
to invite (even encourage) varied inferences and many differing
interpretations, and yet they are equally capable of utter directness
in dissecting human experience.
When
Tom Marshall and Trey Anastasio met as 8th grade classmates at Princeton
Day School in 1978, it's unlikely they had any idea their friendship
would evolve into a songwriting team responsible for the primary
anthems of an unbelievably vibrant subculture, essentially supplying
a generation of nomadic souls with God's own soundtrack, a moving
scripture bestowed upon a devoted multitude who live for Phish and
who adopt Marshall's memorable lines and phrases as mottos, slogans,
and personal philosophies. The fruitfulness of his collaboration
with Anastasio has brought Marshall an admiration and acclaim for
which he is thankful, despite his natural tendency to seek privacy
and invisibility. Indeed, this quiet family man and mild-mannered
computer systems analyst is definitely ready to quit his day job
and bust out with a whole slew of new projects.
In the past few months, he has recorded and released the successful
solo record "Amfibian Tales," reassembled his band Amfibian, and,
with pal Andy Navarro, started a music management/production company
that goes by the moniker Furry Thug. The recently-launched company
was really born, according to Marshall, "when I began helping students
from my old High School with their Senior Projects. The three kids
I've helped so far were so talented I couldn't let go of them."
Marshall continues, "I was so impressed with them I decided I'd
like to help them get started musically. That thought eventually
turned into Furry Thug Productions."
The first student, Andrew Southern, is now working closely with
Marshall as a member of Amfibian. The other two students are Steph
Sanders and Anna Soloway, who write and perform together as a duo
called The Saras. In addition to Amfibian and The Saras, Furry Thug
also has on its roster the instrumental jazz-jam trio Liqwid. The
whole Furry Thug stable will be hitting the road for a flurry of
shows in November 2000, including a big blowout bash at The Wetlands
in New York City on November 4.
With a busy schedule that includes (but is not limited to) Amfibian
practice, working on his new studio, and doing Furry Thug-related
tasks while surviving a demanding day job and caring for a family,
Marshall is nevertheless occasionally able to enjoy shots of his
beloved Don Eduardo tequila and compose songs that reflect his unique
and touchingly skewed vision of life on earth. Stressful? Yes. But
Marshall seems to be thriving on the manic energy of it all. He
even found time to participate in the following interview, during
which he discusses his early musical influences and his own creative
legacy, both the newer material and that which he has already bequeathed
to posterity. Tom Marshall is a man on a mission, for sure, the
nature of which is best defined in his own words, from the song
"Flight:" "Until the air I breathe is gone I'd like my soul to linger
on"
BS: What is the first music you remember loving?
TM:
The Beatles. My sister's copies of "Abbey Road" and "Let it Be"
were what I listened to as soon as I learned how to work the stereo.
My sister is six years older and kind of shaped my musical taste
when I was younger, until I got into High School really. She played
lots of 45s--you know, top-10 singles that they played on WABC 77
AM in New York. She had cool boyfriends who played guitar and gave
her lots of albums too. I remember stuff by The Stones, The Kinks
and The Allman Brothers a bit later. Some of my parents' hip friends
also gave them Simon and Garfunkel's "Bridge Over Troubled Water"
and then "Jesus Christ Superstar." Those were huge for me. But
the Beatles stuff was what I grew up on.
BS:
Who else have you been into musically over the years?
TM:
In high school I hung around with a very musical bunch of guys.
There was a Band/Springsteen faction and a Yes/Genesis faction.
I was definitely in the latter. I loved progressive rock. King
Crimson and Genesis were my favorites. It took me a long time to
find music I liked better than some of that stuff, "Larks Tongues
in Aspic" and "The Lamb Lies Down on Broadway" in particular.
BS:
"The Lamb Lies Down On Broadway" was such a crucial album for those
of us who came of age in the '70s. What do you think makes it such
a compelling work?
TM:
That album was like my "Sergeant Pepper," I think. It created huge
waves in a calm pond. It's simply a masterpiece where each song
is better than the last. How many albums can you say that about?
Also, the mental rock opera image that forms when I listen has never
been shattered by the making of an actual movie or play, which would
never have held up to my expectations. The playing and instrumentation
are phenomenal, as is the sound. Brian Eno had a lot to do with
the sound of the overall disk. He's another of my personal music
gods.
BS:
Who else?
TM:
A girlfriend at the time got me into James Taylor and CSNY. I went
nuts over vocal harmony and began my lifelong habit of never singing
the exact melody with a song, instead I match a sung harmony or
create my own. I think this helped me in songwriting and composition
later. Trey was a big part of my childhood clan as well, but he
and I differed slightly in musical tastes. He was also into the
stuff I've just mentioned, but he was particularly focused on Jimi
Hendrix, whom I hadn't fallen for yet. He also moved readily between
the two musical "gangs" I mentioned. He was a Deadhead too before
I even really knew what they were about.
BS:
Were you ever a Deadhead?
TM:
I was never into the Dead at all really. I saw about 10 shows,
none of them particularly memorable. I'm weird I think in that
I really like their studio albums. "American Beauty," of course,
reigns supreme for me still. It's just a fantastic display of songwriting,
particularly Hunter's contributions
BS:
I love Trey's observation in "The Phish Book" about being influenced
by the Dead: "If you take from them what you should . . . you'll
sound nothing like them." I wish more young jambands would heed
that truism.
TM: Trey had a period in his life when he was VERY into the Dead,
and I'd say he was extremely influenced by Jerry, perhaps less so
by his actual playing and more just by his mystique, and that of
the band in general.
BS:
Who are some of your favorite music artists working today?
TM:
Sarah McLaughlin, Fiona Apple and Aimee Mann are all in my disk
player right now. There was a period where I didn't care much for
many women songwriters--Joni Mitchell, Carol King, Carly Simon and
Kate Bush were always exceptions--but it seems like we're in the
midst of a huge revolution these days. Almost all the new stuff
I like is by women.
BS:
Who are your songwriting heroes?
TM:
I still have to give that to Lennon/McCartney.
BS:
Do you consider yourself more a "Lennon guy" or a "McCartney guy?"
TM:
Neither. I liked the fact that despite their differences and everything
all the songs were still labeled Lennon/McCartney. There's a reason
for that and I respect it. Sure, anyone who listens enough can
tell instantly who wrote a particular song, or part of a song, but
I prefer to think of them as an inseparable team.
BS:
And given your love of early Genesis, Peter Gabriel must also rank
high on your list of songwriting influences.
TM:
The songs on "The Lamb Lies Down On Broadway" and "Selling England
By the Pound" opened up my eyes and soul at a young age. After "The
Lamb," when Gabriel left Genesis, his first two follow-up disks
were quite excellent, but then his third, referred to as "Gabriel
III" since he didn't want to name them, is a real masterpiece. This
is yet another of his albums that caught the music industry by surprise,
and its influence can still be heard today. One cool bit of trivia
about it is that there are no cymbals used on the entire disk.
Anyway, this album was one of my staples for a long time. I don't
think I can specifically point to a song and say "this was written
because of my Peter Gabriel influence," but it's deep inside me
and always will be. Mind you, I think his newer stuff unfortunately
can't compare to the old stuff. Not even close.
BS:
Do most of your lyrics begin as poems?
TM:
Yes. And most of those poems begin as one line I repeat in my head
until I feel I'm ready to bring it to life. It's often something
I heard someone say or a variation of that.
BS:
Did you study poetry in school?
TM:
No, I never studied poetry, but my High School had a great English
Department, and "Rime of the Ancient Mariner" by Samuel Taylor Coleridge
first became known to me there. My dad read a lot of Edgar Allen
Poe to me when I was younger. I found Emily Dickinson on my own,
however, and I'm pretty into her stuff. Beyond those three I'm
not as well "versed," so to speak, as I should be in poetry. I
have a lot of poetry anthologies, and many poems strike me from
time to time, but in general, I think poems on paper are somewhat
lifeless. I like listening to music lyrics much more than reading
poems.
BS:
The meanings of your lyrics are pretty slippery. Is this intentional?
TM:
Well, I'm not trying to be slippery by disguising any actual meaning
with a false one. That someone might interpret a song differently
than I do is to me an indication that people are listening and the
words are generic enough that they can adapt it to something in
their lives. That's a successful song for me. I think Phish fans
are willing to work a bit, on the music and the lyrics. Nothing
really falls into place without some effort on the listener's part.
BS:
Do you consciously employ the "water" imagery that runs through
much of your work?
TM:
Many of the "Billy Breathes" songs were written during a scuba-diving
trip that Trey and I took in the Cayman Islands, so that is one
place where water consciously took a forefront in the lyrics. Anywhere
else, water appears simply because I'm fascinated with it I guess.
BS:
What's the fascination?
TM:
The ocean at the same time frightens and seduces me, but water in
general holds a special place in my writing because of its many
poetic properties. It reflects light and images. It can warm or
cool us. It can change states. It's the only medium in which humans
can freely move about in three dimensions. We float on the surface
unaware of what is watching us from beneath. Water can be life-giving
and life-stealing. We come from the sea, and the sea is still in
us.
BS:
Do you ever have what you would call "mystical experiences?"
TM:
Because of "The Phish Book," I think most people know about the
weird experience I had with a schoolmate who housed my "guardian
spirit." I first talked about it to Trey in the lyrics to "Ghost."
My friend denied any such knowledge but would mysteriously refer
now and then to "the spirit" and, from time to time, answer my unspoken
questions. A few other mystical experiences I've had have gotten
mentioned in songs, but no others were the main topic. For example,
"I'd drop him, a forgotten god, languishing in shame" from "Sand"
resulted from a weird experience I had writhing around the sawdust
covered stage of a local theater that was under renovation at the
time. The writing of "Divided Sky" itself was a mystical experience:
it involved The Rhombus, a large squashed-cube sculpture that Trey
and I and other pals would hold songwriting rituals upon. One particularly
foggy night we were drumming and singing and realized that the sky
was divided completely in half: there was a light side and a dark
side. It was some kind of illusion created by the fog but it worked
for us.
BS:
A Manichean vision of the universe! Where is The Rhombus? Just that
name alone is enough to conjure the spirit world.
TM:
The Rhombus is in Princeton, New Jersey. It's this huge, squashed-cube
sculpture that echoes nicely when you drum on it. It became a destination
of ours during our grade school and High School years. We would
get on top of it and the setting was so beautiful and silent, there
was almost always some kind of mist hanging in the air from the
nearby pond and the neighboring woods were dark and ominous.
BS:
Why did you hold your songwriting rituals there?
TM:
It struck a chord in the fantasy side of our imaginations. It was
in a remote location where you would rarely find other people after
dark. And you're right, we did ritualize it. We couldn't go there
without at least one musical instrument and a sixpack. Mounting
The Rhombus is also rather difficult: it's about 8 feet high, and
the walls are at a very steep angle. Just running up it only works
if the dew hasn't fallen yet, and when we would go there, the grass
was soaked. We would have to help each other up and accomplishing
that was just the beginning of a long night of music-making. Back
then, you could pry a hatch open on top and get inside The Rhombus.
Now, it's riveted closed--probably a good thing actually.
BS:
Unlike many songwriters, you seem to enjoy (or even favor) the collaborative
process. Why is that?
TM:
Musical relationships and collaborations have always opened my eyes.
I definitely favor them. A simplistic way of looking at it could
be that I just don't play all that well and need help on the music
side of things. But I don't think that's it. I do and can write
songs by myself, but even with most of those, I tend to prefer having
other people get into it by adding something of themselves to the
song. Musical collaboration in the creation of a new song is one
of the biggest pleasures in my life, and I guess that overrides
my ego or desire to have songs by only me. Don't get me wrong though:
my style of writing can only be done well with a select few. A special
link needs to be there prior to the writing, and when it's missing,
it's painfully obvious.
BS:
Obviously that "special link" is there with Trey. Describe how you
two typically work together on songs.
TM:
The method has changed over the years. Early on I used to just send
Trey a whole bunch of poems. I didn't edit them or even worry about
the content at all. Much of it was raw, ugly even, and mainly meant
to make him laugh or provoke some kind of reaction. Other poems
were just silly word-mash things. Trey ate them up. He combined
several poems into one song, he would mix and match to his heart's
content, not ever worrying about a poem's flow because in actuality,
there probably wasn't any. Songs like "Squirming Coil" and "Stash"
were written like that. "Lawn Boy" and "Bouncing Around the Room"
were different in that I composed them in a more serious vein and
they survived intact. I had no say in the editing or songwriting
process back then. Later on, I would still continue to send Trey
lots of potential lyrics, allowing him to sort through them, but
he began calling me and we would finish the songs over the phone.
I would rewrite when necessary, or fill-in where needed. "LifeBoy"
was written like that--an entirely "over-the-phone" song. It wasn't
until fairly recently, '96-'97, that Trey and I started getting
together to write. The "Billy Breathes" scuba-diving trip in the
Caymans was when we realized that we were hundreds of times more
efficient working together in the same room. Soon after that, Trey
began renting farmhouses in Stowe, Vermont for long weekends, and
I would drive or fly up and spend three days doing nothing but writing
and recording. The houses would be filled with instruments and recording
equipment by people who worked for Phish. These sessions were tremendously
productive and provided the basis for "Story of the Ghost" and "Farmhouse."
Trey and I didn't spend a lot of time working on "getting sounds"
or rehearsing. We just recorded the songs quickly and moved on to
the next one. One of our methods for knowing when a song was done
was when we ran out of tracks. We only had eight tracks to record
on, and we had a no-bouncing rule. We had three or four farmhouse
sessions in '97-'98, and Trey has recently compiled many of those
songs onto a disk that will soon be available through Phish.com
and Phish's newsletter.
BS: You wrote "Nothing" with Trey. Was it originally intended to
be a Phish song, or was it composed especially for "Amfibian Tales?"
TM:
Trey and I wrote a few songs that didn't amount to anything in a
short writing session we had once. "Nothing" was one that, in my
opinion, didn't deserve to be scrapped, but Trey didn't particularly
care for it. He mentioned the undue Indigo Girls kind of vibe and
just dropped it. It got me thinking though that Steph and Anna
(The Saras) could do an excellent job with the harmonies.
BS:
The Saras, yes. They some shweeet-voiced gals!
TM:
Yeah, they are. They're very young, yet write like they've been
doing it for many years. They just keep getting better too. They
challenge each other. They have long periods of separation during
school semesters, and when they finally get back together, their
styles have each changed slightly, and they anxiously audition their
new stuff for each other. It's sort of a great one-upsmanship going
on. I don't see an end in sight.
BS:
How would one categorize The Saras' musical style?
TM:
Fiona Apple with harmony? The Beatles as women? None are really
accurate though. You have to check them out. Their writing and
harmonies are just getting better and better, and they're only 18
years old! Their band is going to open for Amfibian when we start
playing bigger places this November. I hope I'm not giving anything
away, but it looks like Ween's bass player, Dave Driewitz is going
to be in their band!
BS:
How long did it take you to write the songs for "Amfibian Tales?"
TM:
The songs were written over a one year span. I had a relaxed schedule
and no real deadline, and that contributes to the mellow feel I
think. The techniques for recording closely followed Trey's and
my method which I described earlier, except for the fact that time
wasn't a factor, so I polished the songs a bit more. But it does
have a "low-fi" aspect to it which was intended.
BS:
How did you know you were done and ready to record?
TM:
After I had about 20 songs recorded, I made an arbitrary deadline
of December '99 and tried my best to stick to it.
BS:
Does the album have an underlying theme? Is there any kind of unifying
element to the songs?
TM:
There's a mood that pervades. Friends have described it as "forced
happiness" or something like that. I don't find it particularly
melancholy, and that wasn't my intention, but there's some truth
to that, and it's hiding in there I suppose.
BS:
Are you looking forward to playing some rock and roll with your
band Amfibian again?
TM:
Yes! Amfibian is back, and we're booking ourselves for quite a
few shows this November and December and into early 2001. I'm happiest
about our new addition, Chris Harford, who comes with his own huge
repertoire of great music. My pals from my band have played with
Chris for years, so the fit was perfect. Chris and I are now writing
together, and it's working out quite well.
BS:
How did Amfibian get together?
TM:
The original Amfibian was formed when a Trey/Tom band experiment
didn't quite work. My pals Matt Kohut (bass) and Peter Cottone (drums)
and I practiced a bit and planned to go on a mini-tour with Trey
billed as U-Talk. The distance, New Jersey to Vermont, was what
killed us. We had to practice without Trey, and when we finally
got together, Trey had something else in mind and brought an additional
guitarist up to rehearse with us. We knew from the word go that
there just wasn't the right chemistry. Disappointed, the three
of us went back to NJ and formed Amfibian.
BS: Are you planning to devote more time to the band now?
TM:
Yes. Last time Amfibian played it didn't quite meet my expectations.
Lots of people liked us, and the reviews were generally positive,
but I wasn't really getting satisfaction. We were a cover band and
had nothing of our own going on. Disbanding, while a difficult decision,
was the impetus for the recording of "Amfibian Tales." Reforming
(limb by limb) was also tough. There was a level of trust that we
needed to regain: "Is this just another one of Tom's whims?," was
on most of the guys' minds, I'm sure. Maybe it IS just a whim,
and we'll decide to disband again after a few shows, but it feels
better this time around. In reality, I'm not a player or a singer,
and I'm not meant to be a front-man for a band, but I have FUN up
there, and I think that's half the battle. Chris Harford IS a frontman
and can sing 40 songs per night with no problem. I, on the other
hand, need to carefully rest my throat after singing a mere five
to ten songs. These are just some of the perils in starting a band
when you're almost 40 years old! Chris has been performing and
singing live since he was in grade school. All of Amfibian's musicians
except me are real pros with a lot of experience.
BS:
Has your close association with Phish been a help or a hindrance
to your solo career?
TM:
It's the reason for it. A help for sure. Without Phish, I wouldn't
have ever considered being in a band like Amfibian, or any band
for that matter. Trey was the one who put the seed in my head, and
also Phish provides me with moments on stage now and then where
I've performed a couple of songs and silly antics. That kind of
made me realize that I enjoy the stage.
BS:
Do you worry about having your solo work dismissed by folks who
would accuse, "He only gets to do that 'cause he's friends with
Trey?"
TM:
Not really. If they dismiss my music, then I shouldn't have to worry
about them anymore, right? They might be right in one sense, that
it certainly helps me to be affiliated with Phish. There's no denying
that. But is that a reason to sit around doing nothing?
BS:
Do you like the film "Bittersweet Motel?"
TM:
It's a great tour summary and a cool view backstage. I like it more
now than when I saw a preview of it on video. It's a decent movie.
Rather Trey-oriented though. But so is Phish when you think about
it!
BS:
Do you think there's life on other planets?
TM:
I think there's unquestionably life on other planets. Well...not
in OUR solar system, but elsewhere in the universe. Like Carl Sagan
used to say, there are "billions and billions" of other galaxies
out there, each with billions and billions of stars. Statistically
speaking, billions of those have earth-like planets with atmospheres
and temperatures like ours, and they've been around roughly the
same length of time. I think the chance of life NOT existing elsewhere
in the universe is infinitesimally small. I even think that some
of those other civilizations have probably developed galaxy-hopping
space craft and some less advanced ones have certainly developed
radio capability. If we keep looking, we'll find them. I think
I'm rather Star Trek-like in the way I view the universe.
BS:
Do you think life on THIS planet has a purpose? What the hell is
it?
TM:
I would say our purpose is progress, to keep looking for the purpose.
We'll know it when we find it. We know it's worth looking for even
though we can't conceive of it. We've taken lots of steps in the
right direction I think. The human genome project, for one. Space
exploration for another. We've evolved as a species enough to leave
the planet! That's saying something.
BS:
If you had to choose between one or the other, would you rather
have the power to be invisible or the power to fly?
TM:
I think, even though I totally envy the red-tailed hawk that I've
been watching hunt out in the fields this summer, I would choose
invisibility. This would be the ultimate form of fading away, which
I think is ingrained in my personality. I like the limelight now
and then, but I crave my time alone more. Flying around I think
would result in some serious scrutiny. I don't think invisibility
would corrupt me either--like I don't think I'd use it to steal
things...or spy on people...although now that I mention it... This
hawk, though, you should see it. If you haven't gotten a chance
to watch one in action, it's nothing short of amazing. He let me
know that he knew I was watching him too. He came right at me and
veered away at the last second--saying "Hi" I think.
BS:
On that note of wonder and amazement, let's conclude with this:
What makes you happy?
TM:
Musical collaboration is way up there on the list. It's what I strive
for. I seem to use the other parts of my life to prepare for my
next songwriting session. Pulling a song "out of the ether" I call
it. One minute there was nothing there, then suddenly there's a
song. Also, at the risk of sounding corny--I mean I NEVER talk about
them, nor do I like it when other people talk about theirs, but
since you asked--my KIDS really make me happy. I'm re-living my
childhood through them. They're my time-machine. They're a lens
I can look forward into the future and backwards through. My mom's
reliving my childhood AND her childhood through them as well. It's
an indescribable thing that makes me feel lucky, thankful and scared
simultaneously. It's all tied into our purpose here, of course.
Becoming a dad definitely opened my eyes to that as well. Again
the "pulling something from the ether" concept applies, but this
time it's a human life.